Wednesday, October 22

On Autumn.

Things to love about autumn:

The colors of the leaves and
the deep blue skies.

Crisp air in the mornings.

Oatmeal for breakfast.
(I've never liked oatmeal before.)

Kitty cats sleeping through the night
snuggling on the bed.

Football season.

Snow covered mountains.


Knitting holiday gifts.

So yes, there are many things to love about this time of year, nonetheless, it tends to not be a good time of year for me. Autumn often brings on depression for me. And while it isn't as bad as it used to be, it is floating around and I've had some very bad days. It also seems to be the time of year that work starts to get me down. I find myself more and more discontent. Particularly because I felt this way at this job last autumn and nothing has changed. Something needs to change. I need to make a change.

But what?

I am frustrated.

Lucky, yes. But still frustrated.

(And the fact that I did not even get a call back for my potential dream job does not help the depression and frustration. Still trying to accept that it must not have been the Dream Job. Or maybe it was and I got passed by. These things still keep me awake at night.)


Today is Wednesday. I am off tomorrow and then also have a three day weekend. AND next week is Fall 'Roid Week!

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