I Wish I Could Sleep

(Polaroid Spectra shot of the lovely Valentine's Day tulips.)

Insomnia is wearing me down again. After many weeks of better sleep, the past week has been far too many nights of laying awake for hours and hours. Last night was the worst as I have a big day today and all I could think about was how tired I would be. Sometime around two I finally fell asleep, but I still feel pretty out of it this morning. Tired, anxious, on edge. Lack of sleep brings about much anxiety for me which is not a good thing. Here's hoping I get through the day without screwing things up. Or getting overly stressed and upset about the decisions that need to be made.

It all feels too heavy right now. And it doesn't need too.